Could this be real?

My home pregnancy test:

It doesn't seem real.

Here's how I feel: I am 60% elated and 40% terrified. Or maybe the other way around. This could end up being a viable pregnancy, it could not. It still needs to be confirmed through blood tests, and we still have 10 weeks of ultrasounds to make sure everything is okay before I am released to a regular OB. To me, it's a giant mountain to climb and we are just at base camp.

Don't get me wrong: I am very, very happy and the fact that we got an embryo to stick twice in a row is nothing short of a small miracle. I just need this one to be healthy! If it is, my estimated due date would be December 1.

Thank you so much for all of your support, prayers, positive thoughts, emails, texts, comments, and general love. I very much loved having this blog as an outlet and a way to reach family and friends through this process. I will continue to post updates here until I am ready to switch to my more public blog :)

I will update Monday with what I hope to be a confirmation of this result! I will get blood work every other day next week to make sure HCG is rising appropriately and then hopefully an ultrasound the following week. YAY!